today i went to eat at maxwell market for lunch
the food there is YUM YUM!!

i ate till i couldnt walk and my tummy hurt ):<
hahahahahahah. look! my smiley has eyebrows!
ahhahahahahah. FUNNY FUNNY AR.

so anyway after that went to church.
cell was pathetic.
at first only two people turned up
slowly everybody came.
MY DARLINGS DIDNT COME

BOOHOO ):
NEW RECORD!
TWO GUYS THIS WEEK!
its like WOW.
hahaha. normally only one guy comes everyweek.
they take turns to come.
HOW PATHETIC.

guess what
GREATNEWSSS
note the sarcasm.

my dear cell leader will be officially leaving my dear cell
to join a puny sce1 cell because their
leaders dont want them anymore
and have officially stepped down.
my new leaders will be kristy gammell,
caroline& of course, dear andrew.

from abis blog

The next time I hear somebody complaining about
BROKENHEARTEDNESS, LOVE, blah blah.ect,ect.
Im gonna punch you.
yeah.
theres so much more in the world that you can do
other than groan and moan and mope about your ex boyfriend.
it gets sickening.
very sickening.
and the thing is, DONT expect everyone to pity you.
dont think im gonna treat you like a queen,
and wait on you hand and foot.
i know its harsh, but get over him already.
8 mths?
so what?
and i cant stand it when you get sick.
you dont have a right to be a bitch and
yell at everyone just because your sick.
i dont belive you CANT walk, wth.
you stay in bed and talk to the lastest guy
you met in IRC.
so what did your last ex mean to you?
nothing?
i guess so.
because YOU cheated on him,and
now you expect him to forgive you so fast.
what do you treat boys as?
you've got so many of them practically on
their knees begging for a chance with you.
lets see.
the only thing i can think of is tissue paper.
yep.
you treat boys like tissue paper.
take one, wipe your shit on them and throw.
oh yeeah.
just like that.
how many already?
i counted.
35?
yep.
thirty five times and you're still not satisfied.
wth is wrong with you?

not exactly the most wonderful impression of my new cell leader.
but ohwells.

DARN IT.

never mind GRACE GRACE GRACE./
MUST SHOW GRACE
sermon was POWDERFUL today!
talked about grace!
i like matthias's sermons
ITS ALWAYS INTERESTING! (:

so anyway.
he told us a story
there was once this group of people
and they were discussing what made
christianity so different from the rest of the religions.
they said maybe it was because jesus rose from the dead.
but they said other religions also had that.
than cs lewis walked pass.
he asked what theyw ere talking about.
they told him, and he said
THE GRACE OF GOD.
they discussed. and realised HEY
ITS RIGHT!
fo the buddhist, you must follow the eight fold path
for muslims, the quran.
the indians, the karma? not sure.
and so on and so forth
but for christianity, you dont need to do anything.
god already loves you,
and like the song goes

nothign you can do,
could make him love you more
and nothing that youve done
would make him close the door.
the power od the word
the power of his blood
everything was done
so you would come

he also told us another story
but i dont really know how to tell this one.
you can ask me.
but i dont knwo how to type it.
so anyway.
it was along the line of
god doesnt care about your past
its like the story of the prodigals son.

one day the son of this rich man didnt want to stay hoem any longer
he asked for his inheritance from his father
his father agreed and gave him half of all he owned.
he went to a far away land and squandered all his money
he went to a pig farm to work.
where even the pods given to the pigs to eat
looked good to him
he longed to have something to eat
but got nothing.
he realised that even the servants in his fathers hosuehold
were clothed&fed betetr than him.
he decided that he would head home.
and apologise to his father saying that he was sorry,
he wasnt fit to be his son anylonger and would ask to be
his servant.
he set off for home and when he was a distance away
his father caught sight of him
his father ran to him, hugged him & wept.
he put a ring on his finger & sandals on his feet.
he asked his servant to kill the calf that they were fattening.
the return of the son called for a party.
the father said, my son was dead and now is alive.
he was lost and now is found.

and so the party began.

this story is put in my own words.
cause i couldnt remember the exact words.

so this illustrates gods love for us,.
many people think that like gods is liek a disciplinarian
waiting for us to do soemthing wrong.
but autually he's not.
most people think that like god wont forgive
the sin is too big.
but god just cancels away all the sins.
and throws them away.
they arent important.

until today
i couldnt forgive myself
for some things that ive doen in the past
that im not very proud of.
today i realised that what ive done in the past isnt importnat
whats important is that god has forgiven me
and i must learn to firgive myself
and not do it again.

AND I DONT KNWO HOW TO PHRASE ANYMORE,

so hmmm.
went for dinner at kfc after that.
so lalalalal
alex has an atitude problem
anyway
IM STRONG
LALALALA
I BEAT ABI IN ARM WRESTLING!
BOTH ARMS!
YAY ME :D

cheer up sarah&jann! : D
I LOVE YOU!!